I’m never sure if the dilemma is made clear, although people do say what I write is clear. But like the chapter about my former best friend Barbara I’m not sure iris clear her dilemma was her belief that all doctors are good, caring people and that her long time associates would not spread untruths to her about me (her dear friend and helper in every community project of hers). Barbara was transparent, forthright and honest and she expected for the good of all that we did together everyone else was too. When the infiltration occurred it was slowly seeping in and over time, I think it was in early 2009, the opinion of the doctor’s could be observed in nearly every relationship I had once enjoyed. The mention of the word cougar, and an old lady saying she’s almost afraid to use the word in my presence was more than just a reference to my sensitivity. Because in truth nobody was being sensitive. Not even Barbara. She was hearing from the doctor’s “side” I was harassing him when in reality it was just the opposite. But the doctor is always right. And quite frankly I usually brushed it off. I mean, what else could I do but ignore it.
I am revisiting the friendship of Barbara’s because I don’t go back to re read what I’ve already written and am not quite sure I made the dilemma of hers clear. I am sure it was hard for her because I am sure she loved me and enjoyed my company as much as I did. There was nothing I could say though to make her understand the doctor’s family was toying with me. And to steal the term a friend used today who has been through it too, she referred to it as a game of cat and mouse. The sociopath/predator is the cat and their targeted toy is the mouse. The problem with this game when it is with sociopaths is that even when the mouse has become exhausted the cat will not let it go. Except I am not talking about a cat and a mouse. I am talking about predatory people or a predatory person who will consider almost anything about someone else an affront so they have an excuse to kill the unsuspecting other person.
A good example of this type would in my opinion be William Fulton who is a lying, cheating FBI informant who said in a group that he hated the little tweed hat my friend Schaeffer Cox wore, and he laughed about it. Well, considering my friend Schaeffer Cox is setting in the CMU in Marion, Illinois for 25 years for something he did not do and that is because of a sociopath who coveys to others he is an American patriot when he is far from it, from this example you can see how very little it takes to affront a sociopaths sensitivities so that even a half intelligent one like William Fulton is able to do irreversible damage to someone. Furthermore, and quite sadly, Fulton has written a book and I have heard he is participating in some reality show b.s., and basically making money off his setting up Schaeffer. It kind of seems from conversations Fulton has had with me, as well as conversations others who were around at the time it all went down, it is altogether possible Fulton dreamed up his diabolical construct just in order to do what he is. Which is turning his predatory actions into a living. Kind of sounds familiar, doesn’t it? Well it’s not a new idea, it just keeps having new faces put to it,
The reason I became interested in the matter of Schaeffer’s is because right away in his story I saw that he had been targeted. And for what it’s worth the intention was, with the help of the FBI, to murder him. Because there were informants around its all on video and audio that was not easy for super sleuths to obtain. Most of it can be seen on YouTube where Rudy Davis has done a great job at loanstar1776. From it all now from a prison cell Schaeffer is fighting through the process of proving the withholding of exculpatory evidence by a corrupted DOJ that would have exonerated him to begin with. But remember, the initial intent was to kill Schaeffer in much the same way the very innocent Lavoy Finicum was gunned down by the FBI on the road to John Day, Oregon where Lavoy was on his way to a meeting scheduled with the Sheriff. Mrs Finicum is suing the government for $78,000,000 and who do you think is going to pay for that? Not the government employees, although hopefully Jeannette will make sure many get fired.
Lavoy had been seeking help from predators in much the same way Schaeffer Cox sought help and protection for his family but did not receive it at Ft. Wainwright, Alaksa.
The fact that America has become an apathetic, sociopathic society is real. How we deal with it is going to be a long arduous process because the corporate government is riddled with them as employees and so is the private sector too. Even worse the Military is churning out obedient nationalists as fast as their generals can leave many traumatized veterans drugged on expensive prescriptions, paid for by we the people, while they are left to live under bridges and in the gutters all around the country to die.
The irony Kevin and Nazarita are talking about the violence cannot be lost. Are they trying to cure themselves? Well we know most who go into the psycho analysis field is for trying to fix themselves. Yet there remains the irony.
And far be it from me to want to interrupt the recovery of a sociopath.
However, i am going to remind the reader that I did not invite any of what was done to me, and also I was not the one who has lied and made distortions, and I was not the one who first took the matter into the public.
The ones who “started it” I suppose openly and flagrantly violated the HIPPA Rights of mine expecting through humiliation I would take it and go die. Except I didn’t. I was confused from the drugs and already suffering from the afflictions and inflictions that not one single person actually stooped down to help me, to take a moment during my hysteria to comfort me and to remind me of who I am. And that was only done this past December by my friend Lazaro. So for all this time nobody has done for me the real human kindness that every person should be shown. Laz changed my life through about 30 seconds of caring by showing me who I am.
So all got done to me Governor Inslee can choose to ignore, just like the Kent cops chose to ignore by not taking reports that did not serve their own purpose, and Cheryl Comer and even Leroy McCullough from his bench, they can all ignore me to pretend they are good when they are not. Bob, his old man and relative CEO, and their respective spouses can all pretend they were just following the rules when in reality they were not. They can believe that caring isn’t their jobs too. But, except for Comer at the time, that is
not true. It was theirs jobs. His pawing my wedding band on my finger was not Bob’s job. His job was to care about treating me. And my marriage was not the problem. I was not Christine Munroe, his needy medical assistant, he was talking to. I was the patient whose mind he blew with his drugs and the patient who he tried to deflect through any way he could that fact. It was his job to help me, but he chose the low road instead that his dad taught him to take with the underclass. The blood of the people are in their hands.
Then there is Kevin Boileau who said we were in a relationship he did not want to pursue. Well he took that public too. And guess what? Everyone has been saying all along we had a relationship. And now it seems we do. I don’t think it is the relationship he planned when he first considered his good luck. This relationship has taken an unexpected turn. Because now it is MY idea of what is a relationship, not his. Now it’s MY story.
Historically, like happened to Rick and Misty, we end up dying. I was supposed to die too, and there is no disputing this.
And now that the public is developing the voices to speak the truth far be it from me to interrupt someone’s recovery. And I am especially glad Kevin started out his yesterdays blog telling that he is a man of faith. Because a lot of these people like Kevin are going to need it when they see what’s coming down the road to test it. If we are lucky some will go to prison while we set free the ones there who are innocent.
To be continued……….